So I turned 28 today. To most this isn't a big deal and it really wasn't to me either...let me tell you about my day. First of all I was woke up to my husband bringing me breakfast in bed, eggs, bacon, toast, coffee, and milk. I was so excited. He put some pillows behind me to set me up. Put the food in front of me, took my phone and turned on the t.v. So I got to sit up in the bedroom and enjoy my breakfast and watch the news while he was downstairs getting the babies breakfast ready and getting jr off to school. When I was done around 8:30 I got up and decided that the house needed to be cleaned. So for the next 7 hours I would clean and think about things. Its very hard to put into words and make people understand my line of thinking but I will try to tell you. First of all I am 28 years old today and what have I done? I didn't finish college because life happened. We had jr and I needed a job. So I went and got a job at a dental office. Things were going great, I was moving up and I thought okay I have a family and a career. My life is great. Then we got pregnant with the triplets. Now I stay home everyday and clean, cook, and change diapers. Although it is very rewarding and some people would give their right arm to be able to stay home and care for their own kids I wonder is that what I am supposed to do for the rest of my life? It almost makes me feel like I am not contributing to society. I do know that what I am doing is very important especially for my kids, but what am I gonna do when they start school in 4 years or even when they leave home and go to college? At that point I am going to be to old to "start" a career. I have taken the Medical Transcription class but I can't seem to pass the freakin exam. I have taken it twice and the first time I failed it. You get 3 chances to take it, so I took it again and was supposed to find out my results today but I just didn't want it to ruin my day so I am not checking my e-mail until tomorrow. I just didn't want to make this day any worse. I feel good about the test but I also felt good about the first one and that one didn't turn out so well. I guess everyone wonders is this life...is this what I am supposed to be doing? Guess one day I will know...